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          • 20 Desperate 04
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Performative

Slow Art as Long Duration Performance. Not all art objects are static. Some unfold as performances in time. This lens of slow art looks at works that are meant to be lived or observed over extended durations, often far longer than a typical play or concert. These are art experiences that test the boundaries of patience: a piece of music that lasts an hour, a day, or even centuries; a performance that evolves so gradually you might not notice the changes unless you watch for a very long time. Slow performative art challenges our expectations of entertainment and gratification. Instead of constant stimuli, it might offer long stretches of stillness or repetition punctuated by subtle shifts. The reward comes in immersing yourself in the flow of time it creates. If you’re willing to stay with it, you may find your sense of time itself stretching and your attention sharpening to finer details. This is art as an exercise in endurance and presence, both for the creators and the audience.

John Cage’s As Slow As Possible (639-Year Organ Concert): In the realm of slow performance art, an unprecedented experiment is happening in a small church in Halberstadt, Germany. There, an automatic organ has been playing the avant-garde piece ORGAN²/ASLSP (As Slow as Possible) by composer John Cage since September 2001 – and it is scheduled to continue non-stop for 639 years, ending in the year 2640. Yes, you read that right: this singular “concert” will last longer than the lifetime of any nation currently on earth.

Cage originally wrote As Slow As Possible for piano with the instruction to play it as slowly as the performer dares. But when translated to an organ (an instrument that, unlike human players, can sustain tones indefinitely), that instruction was taken to a fantastical extreme. A group of musicians and philosophers in the 1990s asked, why not truly push “as slow as possible” to its limit? They chose 639 years as the timeframe, referencing a historic 14th-century organ (the first documented in Halberstadt Cathedral) from 1361 to 2000, the planned start year. A special organ was built in an old church for the task. It plays continuously, powered by a blower, with weights holding down the keys. Months and years go by where a single chord droning from the organ does not change. Then, on very rare occasions, there is a scheduled note change. These moments have become pilgrimage events for enthusiasts. Imagine a quiet medieval church, filled with an international crowd of listeners who may have waited years for this occasion, all holding their breath as a single new pipe is added or a chord finally shifts after ages of stasis. On 5 February 2024, such a change occurred – the first new chord in over two years. People flew in from around the world, paying up to €200 for a front-row seat, to hear the organ’s tone change ever so slightly and then settle into its new sustained harmony. Witnesses described a collective goosebump moment, followed by a five-minute silence and then gentle applause (NPR). There’s a certain madness to this endeavor, as even the organizers cheerfully admit. After all, how do you maintain a performance across generations? (The piece has already outlived its original organist. In fact, no human constantly “plays” it; the machine does, with occasional caretaking.) Yet there’s profound poetry here. The Halberstadt performance collapses the distance between music and the flow of history. It forces us to confront timescales beyond our own lives, to think in terms of generations down the line who will hear chords we never will. Every visitor to the church becomes both an audience member and a participant in a centuries-long act of creation. Cage’s slow performance, famously, will finish in 2640 barring any interruptions. What will the world look like then? Will people still gather to listen? The ongoing nature of As Slow As Possible poses these questions. It’s less about the melody (few can discern one in the drawn-out drones) and more about the concept of commitment over time. It asks: what does it mean to begin something you cannot complete yourself? And can we find joy in a concert that, in a sense, always just began or is always about to end?

The Slow Transformation of Fashion: Not all performances happen on a stage. Over the past several years, I’ve been engaged in a deeply personal slow-motion performance of identity – one not marked by spotlights or overt acts, but by the gradual changing of my wardrobe. In my first year of college, I made a quiet decision: I would begin incorporating more feminine clothing into my daily wear, piece by piece, as a way to express my true self. At the time, it felt momentous and terrifying; I remember the first day I dared to wear a skirt instead of my usual pants or shorts, half-expecting the world to stop and stare. But of course, the world mostly kept going. That was my Act I. In the years since, I have slowly, deliberately changed out my wardrobe – trading neutral tones for floral prints, changing namebrand teeshirts for cartoon merch, throwing on dresses (quite comfortable, I might add). Each item was like learning a new line in an unhurried script. Some friends and family didn’t even notice or say much about the transition at first; the changes were so incremental that from day to day it seemed nothing was different. But over four, five, six years, the cumulative difference has been enormous. Looking back at old photos is like seeing a past character I played, and realizing how far my long, subtle performance has brought me. There were no sudden costume changes (other than Halloween or conventions), no overnight makeover montages. There was just the steady rhythm of courage and authenticity increasing a notch at a time. Interestingly, living through this extended personal performance made me appreciate gradualism in other things. It’s taught me that real, lasting change (whether in art or in life) often happens slowly and requires persistence. There were moments I grew impatient (“Should I just donate all my old boyish clothes?” I’d think), analogous to an audience member fidgeting during a very slow movement of a symphony. But I came to find beauty in the process itself. Each day I woke and chose an outfit that was slightly more “me” than the day before, it felt like adding one more note to a score, one more brushstroke to a canvas. My transition in wardrobe is still ongoing, much like Cage’s never-ending organ tone. I imagine one day I’ll declare this “piece” complete, when my closet finally reflects me without compromise. Yet even then, identity isn’t static; there may be encore performances, new evolutions. Through this, I learned that performative slow art isn’t about spectacle; it can be the soft, persistent assertion of one’s truth over time. What long-duration performances are you a part of? Perhaps it’s the slow earning of a degree, the building of a career, or the raising of a child. These are epics that cannot be rushed. In what ways can we embrace the slowness of these life performances, and find meaning not just in the outcome but in every deliberate step along the way?

How to Grow a Chair: The Art of Tree Trunk Topiary by Richard Reames; Barbara Delbol
How to Grow a Chair: The Art of Tree Trunk Topiary by Richard Reames; Barbara Delbol